Ode to You

You are the gift from last year

You are the blessing until I wrote this blog

You are the reason why I still believed the love is true

You are the choice to me be better than yesterday

You are the change that made me not regret for a decision yesterday

You are the plan for my future

You are the goal to define my destiny

You are the spirit to make me keep survive

You are the happiness that always makes me smile

You are the key to open my mind

You are the prayer that I wish at night before I sleep

You are my breath to grateful the mercy of god

You are my intention to walk on the right

You are the rainbow colors of my life

You are the wind that soothes my heart

You are the rain when my heart troubled

You are the sun that enlightens every my step

You are the star in which I hope

You are the moon that gives brightness at night

You are the light that illuminates me in the darkness

You is the direction where I step

You are a doll who always I want to hug

You are my protector when I feel afraid

You are what I dreamed of during this

You are my last one until I found the eternal sleep

You are my EVERYTHING

I'm not perfect person, but because of you being with me make me be perfect.

I'm not a great person, but you have made me great because of the sincerity of your love.

I'm not a strong person but because of the robustness of your love make me stronger.

Thank for your love is so strong 

Thank for your strong grip

Thank for the warm arms

Thank for what you have done to me

Thank for to be my friend

Thank for to be my lover

Thank for being with me

Thank for everything to you

THANK YOU ALFAN HAKIM PRATAMA

I don't want lose you, I just wanna hold you till the end of the time

The other side of me

Dear my blog….

Udah lama bgd w gak nulis sesuatu di blog ini.

Now the big problem is,, Gw bingung mau nulis apa?!?!!??!

Hehhehehehe

Ya, that was the other side of me,

Malam ini lg ngerasa sepi,, no one else can help to minimize it!!! Just s.o.L.o, just me alone. Only darkness still remains. I don’t know why this always happen with me, although I have someone that I loved, it can’t handle my loneliness. I just feel so miss something that missing in my life, that was a Mother. Sometimes i wanna go to somewhere that no one know where am I, just me, my destiny and my Lord. Just for shared about everything that happen with me. I know everything happen for a reason, it same with my life. I was born for a reason, I have the chance to live for a reason, everything for a reason. Finally I just can back down to earth again and grateful to my Lord for everything that I have. Now I'm beginning to see the light, I close my eyes and pray to hope there’s a BETTER DAY, it should be mine. Life is struggling, yeah,, keep move on, don’t look back at new direction, just move and move, keep spirit and keep smile. I guess I need spirit from my lovely peoples, because I feel so small without them. So GOD, please protect them, *amen. I’ll do anything to make my lovely peoples glad and proud. I’ll keep my promise. I CAN DO IT……

I’ll be strong with anything happen. Whatever make me down, I will not stay on the ground. That was the reason why I’m here, I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something.